Sunday, July 30, 2006
Twenty-Two
Ok... so the password barrier is down.
I have no idea how it happened.
This would, hopefully, be temporary.
I'll have to figure out how to fix it.
When I bother.
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Ok, honestly? I have no idea what to talk about.
It's the same old, same old Sunday. I'm pretty sure I'm supposed to finish my Maths homework, but not now. I don't know I'm so lazy to do Maths. I guess I just don't particularly care much about it, although that's not much of an excuse. I'm going to have to do it today, later rather than sooner.
At least I finished studying Tauhid already. Beats me why I always find it, well, easier than other subjects. Don't misunderstand though; it's not like it's my favourite subject or anything. But because Tauhid consists mostly of memorising, I do well in it. It's easier for me to memorise stuff rather than figure things out (like Maths, for example).
Hmm. That makes me sound kinda stupid. Like I can't use logic. Ahahaha. ^_^ Pape lah.
But my favourite subject is English. Strange thing is that I do only average for it during exams. Like, just an A, which is rather dissappointing. I love to write, see?
Thinking about it... English lessons are kinda boring. Okay, not boring, more like uneventful. We do excercises, and share comments on certain things, stuf like that. You know what I'd really love for English lessons? Books. You know, you're assigned to read certain classics, like Hamlet or To Kill a Mockingbird, instead of figuring out how to use past tense and adjectives.
So putting it that way... maybe English isn't my favourite subject. I like English, but it's just not a favourite subject of mine in school.
Sometimes, school can be a little boring. Oh, I know, it's very immature of me to say that. Oh, I know, school is very important for me future. But, I dunno - being the person that I am, I want things that are interesting. Exciting. I want to learn things that I like, that gets your interest, you know? Learning from textbooks and doing tests are sometimes just dragging.
But that's what I get, and there isn't really much I can do except, well, drag along with it. Studying, as Dinah said once, is something that gives people a sense of purpose.
But I'm still getting mixed feelings about school.
Maybe I'm just too eager to do interesting things.
Maybe I should just wait for the real time to come.
Maybe I should just enjoy studying for now.
Maybe I should....
Maybe...
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2:38 PM